本来想来个回顾２００７，但这一年里，我想来想去想不到一件什么我做的比较有意义的事，我发现我的人生很低潮，没有很开心酱，但也没有很歇斯底里的伤心啦。。就是酱一直很木头的活着。。很久没有哈啦，连我的BLOG都跟主人一样木头酱一PEK丢在那里没有人理。

现在很心血来潮的进来这里也只有一个原因，就是我很讨厌现在的天气，热到我想跳楼，热到我做什么都没有劲。I TOT现在是雨季，做么我一回来就大变天。最近连ALLAH都不眷顾我，身体不适一波未平，一波又起，就连智慧老人硬硬也要插一脚，来个智慧牙给我，如果会变聪明我就不跟你计较啦，不要逼我处理掉你，我不想杀生，AMEN。

最近有个新朋友告诉我要认识自己就要勇敢踏出第一步来改变，也许我木头的人生就是一直因为我太懦弱，连为自己做一个选择都没有勇气。我的头脑只是一般，读着我没有很大兴趣的一科，接下来还要往不令我感到很有兴趣的这方面继续我木头的人生，我是不是应该做点改变？是改变自己的想法也好，改变我的方向也好。。

明天就开课了，想必一段日子也不得空哈啦了。我想我现在该做的也许就是把眼前的事先做好，想到我的PROJECT我的头就很大，还有我的成绩，希望我努力的决心不会另我失望。还有一个多月就是农历新年了，想到又可以看到父母就忍不住偷偷笑一下先。２００８年的新希望就是想尽办法把每件事都做的尽善尽美，还有很奸的一句心想事成咯。

＂嘘。。这是个不能说的秘密。。＂你看了吗？说真的。。周杰伦，不是我的偶像，我甚至对他没有任何好感。。会去看这部电影，就只因为好奇想看吧。。没有抱着任何期待的走进戏院，看完后却是满满惊喜加少少感动。我一直以为它只是一般青涩初恋的电影，1/4却转入了悬疑，最后竟然充满了大时代的荡气回肠。

《不能说的·秘密》让人作了一场悠远岁月的美梦，就好像一般年轻男女的纯纯恋爱，在小路上追逐、淡水河畔甜蜜的吃着甜筒，琴房中甜蜜的四手联弹，橄榄球赛的阳光下放肆青春。学校是名正言顺的织梦园，纯纯的爱意在空气中飘荡。边看边亿起了许多年少时的回忆，人，或许都是眷恋那最纯真的年少岁月吧……

既然是周杰伦，音乐肯定是不错的。一首一首有感染力的乐曲把气氛、情绪随着情节推向高峰。
画面很美丽，感情也不过度。

温情，适当
喜感，适当
悬疑，适当
悲情，适当

感受，越来越深。。真的，一部值回票价的电影。。

＂能够见到你，已经是很不可思议了。。＂
＂我是小雨，我爱你，你爱我吗？你在哪？＂

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don’t, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;

If u Don’t, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he’ll lose FACE;

If he’s Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don’t Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don’t make love with him., he says u don’t Love him;

If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;

If u don’t, he says that u don’t TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!

SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!

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To My Friends Who Are………..SINGLE 

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love’s only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.
           

To My Friends Who Are…………NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s ‘perfect person.’ It’s
         about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are…………PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE           
         
         
         
         
         
         

Never say ‘I love you’ if you don’t care. Never talk about feelings
      if they aren’t there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn’t intend to catch her fall and it works both ways…

To My Friends Who Are…………MARRIED  

Love is not about ‘it’s your fault’, but ‘I’m sorry.’ Not ‘where are
        you’,but ‘I’m right here.’ Not ‘how could you’, but ‘I understand.’ Not ‘I wish you were’, but ‘I’m thankful you are.’

To My Friends Who Are…………ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

 
To My Friends Who Are…………HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are…………NAIVE  

How to be in love: Fall but don’t stumble, be consistent but not too persistent,share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are…………POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are…………AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone
breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

 
To My Friends Who Are…………STILL HOLDING

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
      only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it. If he isn’t worth it now he’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go…..

          TO ALL MY FRIENDS…….
         

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,never-changing,uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.  

The day b4 tis day, sty til late coz hv 2 fight for tmr paper (15/11/06) in my final.. Knowing tat my head d saturated I decided 2 go slp since alr 3am..Unusually, I wk up early n sty again 4 2day’s paper.. Preparing 2 go 2 the exam hall.. there starts the exam.. Sitting in the hall, I as an observer looking around wat ppl did.. noe y? coz I duno wat to write in my ques… Im blank.. Wat I sty din cm out.. Haihzz.. I can oni blame myself for not sty hard.. Seeing ppl around me can write such long essay, I feel mor down.. Coming out fr exam hall wif disappointed mood, it was raining.. Omg!! It was raining cats n dogs.. Without umbrella,  hv 2 wait 4 the rain 2 stop.. After half an hour, my patience alr reach the maximum lvl tat I cant wait anymore plus I kp thinking the paper I did badly if I continue standing there.. Yet my car is so far fr exam hall.. Sigh.. After get into the car, tot can bk 2 my hse asap 2 hv a gd rest but!! UM is flooded.. Wth, u juz kenot imagine the water lvl.. i tot I hv 2 swim back d.. lol.. Trapped in the serious traffic jam.. Also 4gt hw much tm I had spent in the jam.. Finally, reach my hse.. Phew, feel better.. tot finally can hv a gd rest.. Suddenly, “ Bang!!..” Shitttt.. U noe wat had happened? my car n my hsemate’s car which parked outsd our hse was bang by another car.. Wth…Our car is so innocent.. Nth can explain hw I feel.. Spent hours settle there, he finally pay me RM500..Haih.. wat a day!!

            I juz wondering all tis bad things happened bcoz of the stupid heavy rain.. The thunder storm n lightning mk our hse moderm spoilt n thus we cant on9 for a time.. its so boring.. my next n my last paper on Monday.. Not oni tat, few of my hsemate’s pc oso spoilt.. ( luckily not mine, ;p ) N then another hsemate lost his whole bag wif all valuable things inside.. sigh.. During the nite, we had our hse meeting n we’ve decided 2b extra careful during the same day on nex yr coz 15/11 is vy black for us.. wahaha.. 15/11/06, A day 2 remember.. =_=

我不知不觉 又徘徊在从前

秋风悄悄的呼唤 听来尽是孤单

落叶的期盼 片片左右为难

心走寂寞攀 跟著飘进黑暗

我不闻不问 也许好过一点

被遗憾关在房间 挣扎只是拖延

无望的空谈 一声声的轻叹

回忆扯不断 怎么摆脱纠缠

找不到方向 往彩虹天堂

有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤

两个人 相守直到白发苍苍

自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

因为在意
我们才会选择逃避
曾经的点滴
早已渗透在我的心里
成为最甜蜜的回忆

春天的风吹来了丝丝凉意
让孤独侵袭我的身体
没有你的日子里
自己安慰自己

冬天已经远去
春天来了,夏天正在接近
所有的故事都将过去
而我们都会拥有新的回忆
生活终归还是属于自己

For the 1st time,i fel mum is so important 4 me..Though i shd realise tis longlong tm b4..y im so bad..After tis few days,i realised a thing..never never take things 4 granted..Is too bad i hv 2 back kl soon,cant tk gd k of my mum..Dun worry,god bless u..Juz wana tel u, i love u..

It’s been a long time since i update my blog..Having 2months long holiday,oni a word can describe=relaxing..haha..Every1 try to hv their holiday s meaningful s they can..4 me,i hv my way of meaningful holiday..^^..Time realy flies n i hv 2 bk kl nex month 2 start my brand new uni life..Y say so??1stly,my new hse of coz..It’s great 2 stay v a gang of frens under 1 roof..Among my housemates,gt my coursemates(last sem),my bestest fren(haha),my gd frens,n some new frens..Hope we 1 family stay s happy s close..^^..There’s so many things i nd 2 move 2 my new hse fr jb..4 now,stil thinkin ways of it..Stay far fr um,marks the beginning of my day tat i nd 2 tk bus 2 uni..its so….haizz..2ndly,i hv 2 face a brand new sty "environment"..Y say so??My sty environment used 2b surrounded by my frns n Since our majoring outcm shows tat im the oni 1 taking microbiology among my frens,i hv 2 mk new frens in my course n it juz like back 2 the 1st day i enter um..Stil duno its a gd thing or bad thing 4me..Gd thing?mayb can noe mor frens as my course full of stupid lab work,without frens where can survive??Bad thing?of course i hv2b alone..So scare of loneliness..But it st not the end of my day la..im sure i can overcm it..Act 2b mor frenly loh or mayb learn 2b mor independent..^^

K la..stil need 2 plan sm activity 4 my society work..^^..whoever accidentaly or purposely read my blog plz dun b shy 2 let me know ya..^^

讨厌的五月，讨厌的成绩。。原来期望越大失望越大。。下次知道该怎么做了。。只是内心里还是载满了满满的失望，说的容易做的难。。也不知道该怎么说，就失望啦。。无论结果如何，只好坦然接收。。谢谢第一时间通知我的你，不管怎样都笑不出又不是我想的。。谢谢打电话安慰我的你，其实我很开心有你陪我只是还是笑不出。。还有谢谢在网上陪我聊天的你，有了你的废话才让我暂时忘了失望。。

可能是没有运啦，哈。就是没运。。睡了一觉，明天会更好～！

喜欢是在深夜看书时突然想起他，想象他现在做什么，心里漾起一阵轻飘飘的温暖，却从不主动给他打电话。几分钟后，注意力又重新被书中的情节吸引!
爱是在寂寞的夜里，思念如潮水般涌来，手里捧着书却怎么也看不进去，心里惦记着他此时是否还在加班，吃没吃晚饭，是不是如自己想着他一般想着自己。

喜欢是和他讨论问题争的面红耳赤，各不相让，在他面前像个刺猬一样从不认输，但在心里却早已暗暗佩服他的见地他的才华。
爱是希望他和自己步调一致，和自己心灵相通，他无心说的一句玩笑话也能让自己顷刻情绪低落甚至眼泪汪汪。在他面前，自己是从不设防的。

喜欢是出门在外给他发个短信，告诉他这边的天气很好，然后把手机关掉，独自在异地疯玩一个星期，晒成一个黑人后突然出现在他面前吓他一跳。
爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他打手机，让他听听海浪的声音；也可以因为在异乡的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在原地久久不动。

喜欢是他出差前简单的道一声“一路平安”，看着他离去的背影，心中有一点不舍，却什么也不说，只是默默等待他归来的消息。
爱是他临出差前千叮咛万嘱咐，往他的背包里塞满衣服和食物，在车站要等到火车开走才肯离开。并且在他走后的日子里天天心神不定，一遍遍的祈祷他能够平安归来。

喜欢是在受伤的时候，不想让他看到自己脆弱的一面，在他面前把眼泪悄悄抹掉，转过头依然是一副快乐坚强的模样。
爱是在受委屈的时候，爬在他的胸前痛哭，没有伪装没有顾虑，把所有的烦恼统统告诉他，并渴望从他的怀抱中得到安慰。

喜欢是和他周末逛街逛累了一起吃肯德基；是在寒冷的冬天和他抢一杯热咖啡；是和他并肩走在街上中间始终隔着半米的距离；是陪他一起在电脑前打游戏两个人笑的像个孩子。
爱是周末利用半天时间亲手做出几道好菜满足的看他吃下去；是在寒冷的冬天不断为他的咖啡杯里续上热水；是和他走在街上任由他紧紧挽着自己的手；是在他旁边安静着做着，幸福地看着他在电脑前工作时专心的样子。

喜欢是听他讲自己童年的趣事，然后哈哈大笑，心中涌起一阵莫名的感动。
爱是听他将自己童年的趣事，然后微微一笑，心中更加怜惜眼前这个曾经如此调皮的男人。

喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩牵手走过，心里有一点点疼，但很快会冲着朝阳重新扬起笑脸。
爱是输不爱是输不起的游戏，付出全部只后，留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕。